cellini's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I WANT TO DIE I wrote a checklist tonight. A list of things to do before I kill myself. I want to die. I am going to kill myself within the next few weeks. I have to sort out some shit first. Organizing my hard drives. Getting my will witnessed by someone. That is going to be a whole big thing if I am not careful. Speaking to the general thrust of the thing, I want to die. I hate existing. I wanted to spend my entire life with my wife, and my wife has left me, therefore I wish to be dead. I WANT TO BE DEAD. KILL ME. KILL ME. I love my wife more than anything else and I want to be murdered as brutally as possible so that I am in as much physical pain as possible and electrocuted because I can not stand the pain of my wife being apart from me. I WANT TO BE KILLED. I WANT TO DIE. 2:46 a.m. - 2019-12-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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