cellini's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Trish fails almost on purpose. Lilly came in to work today. She comes from some big fucking trust fund from which she was almost going to buy the bookstore for almost a million dollars and her father, Stefen B3chtel, looks like a really successful writer of history but actually there was some ancestor who committed some really horrible crime and Stefan just gets a pass now and we pretend that he is a gentleman and not just some asshole who inherited milllions of dollars. The big party at my bookstore is on Saturday. A lot of people are coming. This week has been really hard to get by with. Having the sidewalk for the whole block blocked off for the work on the water main for 24 inches in front of one building. My business has been completely fucked all wee because of that. Every few hours, I move the barricades and every few hours someone moves them back. There is no reason to block the sidewalk for the whole fucking block off just because 25 inches across needs to be dug up an repaved. I complained because our business and that of all of my neighbors has gone to shit in the last 4 days. They didn't give a fuck. So I complained that nobody in a wheelchair can get to our ramp because the whole block has been blocked of. Suddenly they are very concerned about violations of the ADA. My wife will let me kind of nuzzle her but after dating for two months expresses no interest in having sex.I have explicitly offered to go down on her. I love her above all other women. I want to devote myself to her. But she will not even kiss with tongue. This is a shitty, one-sided relationship with a woman who seems to be exploiting me to try to get half of the bookstore, which she can not actually get because she does not really understand how the owner financing works. Very nice ladies are coming to this party. Trish and the kids are going to be out town to go to a wedding. There is a woman who is coming who has impressed me for years. Trish and i are going to the county fair tomorrow night. She shows no sign whatsoever of giving a fuck about me. I really hope that she can convince me otherwise. Her birthday present to me yesterday was literally just a bag of shitty, dumb candy that I would never care about. I do not matter to her. After spending around $600 a week on her for the last two months, she literally bought me a bag of candy. I don't even eat candy. 4:05 a.m. - 2024-08-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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