cellini's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Reluctance, Shame & Imperfection Can be Kinda Hot Hey, in case anyone was wondering, I'm an idiot. I forgot to enable notes when I started this new diary. Sorry to anyone who has tried to leave me one. I swear I'm gonna get comments happening again. There's just this whole pain in the ass technical problem with processing the transaction to buy Super Gold membership from work due to a firewall thing. Jendix sent me an amateur youporn clip yesterday with this rather hot chick getting fucked in the ass while she keeps her panties on. At first I'm like, WTF? Isn't that a pain in the ass (so to speak) working around the panties? Just take them off. Then towards the end it became clear that she had these weird scars around her ass that she was obviously self-conscious about. Afterwards I decided that this fact made the whole thing extra hot. I like 'imperfect' women. Not that I go for scars per se. This isn't some kind of gross fetish for injured women. I just mean that the obvious imperfection made her seem more real. Otherwise she was so hot that she could have been a professional porn star, which I find boring. I spent most of my time fantasizing about fucking regular women whom I see every day. Porn actresses, movie stars and models do absolutely nothing for me. Show me a woman who looks like she could be standing in line in front of me at the bank and then I'm interested. She was clearly nervous about taking it in the ass and scared to death to show her horrible scars in such a private area. Yet she did it anyway in a manner so shy (what with the panties) that it was cute. She was frightened and turned on at the same time and in spite of the weirdness she ended up really enjoying getting fucked in the ass on camera. In the end (heh heh) her reluctance and shame were not the liabilities that she probably thought they were but rather they were the reason why she turned me on so much and why I am still thinking about her the next day. It would be nice if there was some polite way of letting her know that. 2:04 p.m. - 2007-09-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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